Eulogy

Written by: MistressJay
Tag(s): Nicht-erotisch, Romantik, Tod



Tension growning
Separation forming
Temper tantrums
Don't suit my style

I'd like to explore
The depths
Of your mind
And tweak
And correct

Like a mad scientist
Take you apart
Fix what has gone amiss
Labotomy so you can't make me
Feel weak anymore

You tore
Me assunder
Trusting you was my blunder
I was really hoping for more…

My expectations
Set to high
Didn't expect much
Just wanted you to care enough…
Not to lie to me…
Shouldn't have even wished for that

"Why can't you just help me?! Is that to much to ask?!"

I say with a frown

You could cut the
Awkward silence
With a knife
We have nothing to say

To eachother
We don't exist
Right now
It causes to much strife

Rifeling through
My bittersweet memories
Feeling the urge to resist
Digging deeper

Maybe can't stand
What I'd find
Physically painful rewind
Sick to my stomach
Feeling light in my head
Shit… what have I done…
Twitching, remembering…
Trembling, wishing….
You were here to hold me…

Feeling all my fears
Drowning in my tears
Without my permission
Growing fission
Fusion of thoughts

Heavy metals poisoning us
Your mind poisoning my mind
My mind poisoning you…
We're killing eachother
Murdering one another
In ectasy
In lust
We will forever trust
Eachother…

Only there
Will you meet me there?
Will you stare
Make me bare
My own soul
To your soul

Wish I could see
In your eyes
Just one more time…
A few more times…
And see your eyes
Seeing my eyes…

Wish I could feel
Your warm lips
On my warm lips
Just one more time

Instead of kissing
Your cold lips
In your cold box
With a cold audience
Watching us…
Criticizing…
Scrutinizing our last goodbye…
For awhile…





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