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Written by: Jax_Teller Tag(s): Nicht-erotisch My Addiction She was outgoing and as beautiful as any around I wasn't there to find anyone let alone a relationship They told me she was the dirty rag they passed around the club They told me she wasn't worthy, they really didn't know I wasn't worthy I saw the spirit of the Woman in front of me & my addiction took full effect Once she sat in front of me, my fate was sealed I couldn't live without her. I stepped outside myself and I fell in the deep dark recesses of her Within hours of knowing her I was prepared to kill for her literally She asked so little and deserved so much more than she could hope for I felt her very core the good and the bad and saw our future It took all the patience I didn't even realize I had, but I wasn't sad anymore I knew the others were not seeing her soul but the the survivor exterior They labeled her a whore and dismissed the beauty that was inside. From the second I knew her I could never be without her again The addiction of her, has almost killed me. Too much of a good thing. My soul aches for her but she has no room for me now. I hurt her and broke the ties that bound us together I didn't mean to, but I did and now it consumes me. In knowing I murdered our Love I have a hard time living The pain of my addiction cuts deep into my soul The most precious flower that I was graced with is now a withered bud The thorns cut into the flesh of my being sharper than any sword Life without her love is unbearable yet because I broke our Love I must endure I must live with her, knowing it will never be the same Our Love was so great that the shadow burns my eyes as the tears flow Now I must live on, I just don't know how. And for right now I don't want to I just want the pain of my addiction to go away, maybe some day I long for the warmth and beauty, and light, but I can't even dream For the addiction will kill me. You might like one of the following stories: The Stepmother Chapter 1: My Punishment for my Sexual Desire(19 minutes)Fantasy - Anal, Blowjob, Erotik, Reif, My stepmom catches me using one of her strapons and decides to punish me. Lovely Lucy the Cam Girl(36 minutes)Belletristik - Exhibitionismus, While watching porn a boy sees a girl from his school doing a cam show. He gets to know her and sparks fly. Farewell Lunch Chapter 5(<10 minutes)Wahre Geschichte - Einvernehmlicher Sex Diana goes home to hubby after an afternoon of unbridled sex with her lover. French film audition part 3(<10 minutes)Belletristik - Bisexuell, Büro, Einvernehmlicher Sex, Jungen / Teenagerin, Von Frauen geschrieben, Weiblicher Exhibitionist, James is in France for a film audition The Medieval Marine Part Six(1)(40 minutes)Fantasy - Einvernehmlicher Sex, Exhibitionismus, Romantik, Tod, Marion continues growing but must suffer a loss. | ||||