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Written by: MistressB I know you still come and go. I can tell you are here, though your face you won’t show. Lurking about watching me. But I think this time you will really will leave. It’s a strange comfort knowing you are around. Though I will stay quite and not make a sound. Not even utter a simple hello. I want you to feel free to come and go. I can’t say you will be gone for good. Even if you know you really should. Because if those urges ever come back. I am the one who gives you what you lack. Now what is going to be so hard for me. Is minding my business and letting you be. My lust for you is out of control. But setting you free is my goal. You don’t know how many times I have stopped myself. Took all my emotions and put them on a shelf. Didn’t leave that note or picture too. Doing everything I can to stop enticing you. But my heart says don’t you even resist. It gets very bossy and says do as you wish. My wishes are that you are taken care of. And are happily married to your true love. Behaving myself will be so hard to do. When all of my fantasies revolve around you. I have to accept I won’t get what I need. And that you never had any intentions to please me. Maybe you did but it just didn’t work out. Now I have grown too tired and just pout. Still thoughts of you invade my head. Schemes and plans to get you into my bed. Show some restraint is what I must. Stifle all my passions when it comes to you. It leaves me with a big empty hole. From the chunk of my heart that you stole. You are completely irresistible to me. I am so conflicted trying to set you free. I know I simply must not persist. But my weakness is you how can I resist? You might like one of the following stories: JING - MY ASIAN WIFE(11 minutes)True Story This story takes place seven years ago. I flew to China to meet Jing face-to-face; I celebrated my 60th birthday there! The daughter and six nieces are all real, I changed most of their names and the city we were in. Entertainment at the 2023 Christmas party(10 minutes)Diary - Blackmail, Cock & ball torture, Dom / sub, Exhibitionism, Humiliation, Office, Spanking, Torture At last years Christmas party one of my employees from a business I used to own where she was able to blackmail me and had me naked was there and she shared that story and showed where I wrote about it on a different site which then gave my current female co-workers lots of ideas---led to this Christmas party Stripped and Spanked at my 1990s Job(<10 minutes)Diary - Blackmail, Dom / sub, Exhibitionism, Female Domination, Humiliation, Office, Spanking Me being stripped and spanked goes back to the 1980s before internet and cell phones so these things were a lot easier than today but you can read what is happening me currently and it still can happen Designated Driver Trip 2 - more domination and exposure(<10 minutes)Diary - Anal, Ass to mouth, Blackmail, Cock & ball torture, Dom / sub, Exhibitionism, Humiliation, Spanking, Swallow A few weeks prior I was a group of my friends designated driver and I ended up exposed and naked while winning them and bet and the naked again in the bar, this was 3 weeks later Stripped at the NASCAR party after Amandas tax stop(<10 minutes)Diary - Blackmail, Dom / sub, Exhibitionism, Humiliation, Spanking If you have been following my post, the much younger girls that work with me have been having lots of fun having me naked and various other things have happened where I end up naked spanked and even videoed | ||||